Yeah so I realized that I haven’t really been blogging much. But here’s an update on the ex boyfriends situation:

If you’ve read my last blog you’ll know that I was having problems with both of my ex boyfriends and making everyone happy. Well, I’ve managed to find a way to make myself happy and at least one other person happy. In case you didn’t know, I’m the type of person that does things to please everyone else and when everyone else is happy I’m happy. If someone is upset, I pretty much can’t live it down until I do something to change it. That has been my problem throughout most of my teenage years, and especially when it came to choosing between Daniel and Mike (read previous blog if you don’t know the difference). Well, to make a long story short I ended up working things out with Daniel and we’re currently going out. Yeah, I know I may seem like a bitch for “screwing over” Mike, but in reality that’s not what happened. Evidently, he lost his love for me while we were going out but he didn’t want to hurt me so he stayed with me even though he wasn’t into our relationship. Although I did lose interest too, I still tried to make it work because I figured we would be able to overcome the problem. But I realized that I was too immature and whatnot and he was just too mature. Basically, we ended up broken up. Anyway so it was just coincidence that Daniel entered my life right after we broke up it wasn’t like I broke up with Mike because of Daniel (in case that’s what everyone is thinking). Daniel makes me feel like I’m 17 again and not 20 with all the responsibilities in the world. I always have this permanent smile on my face that I can’t seem to wipe away. I know it’s a little ridiculous but I haven’t felt this way in a while. And although I did hurt Mike by telling him that we’re going out, I needed to do something for myself for once. I think I deserve to be happy too, regardless of who it involves. Hopefully things will last because I really enjoy being with him and he really does make me happy. I do feel guilty for making Mike unhappy and for hurting him, but if he really loves me he’d want me to be happy… At least that’s what I believe true love to be.

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